fight it

this pain is horrible.

anyone telling you different hasn't felt it.

and that sucks.

undeniably. 

this invisible pain is horrific in its silence.

but

don't fall into it.

fight it.

fight it with every thing you have in you.

fight it with fists clenched and eyes burning.

fight it with the abandon of a mad woman's howling battle cries.

fight it because you have nothing left.

fight it because you will not be silenced.

fight it loudly.

demand it.

proclaim it.

scream and shake if you have to but damn it fight because if you let the pain come in it will claw its way out dragging every piece of love and strength you have left out with it.

so fight it.

find a reason to want to fight it and fight.

go on a soul odyssey if you have to but find a reason to wake up and go into battle again.

it is worth it.

this life that we have is worth it.

it is beautiful. it is ugly. it is ecstasy and it is soul crushing.

and it is worth it.

because it is ours.

so fight it.

fight it.

fight it.